A common theme of conversation among us who do this thing we do is, "when did it start for you? when did you know?" I, for one, have no doubt I was born with the spanko gene. How can I be so sure? Here's a little story that illustrates my point.
As a child, I had very few rules. I was the only child of a single mother, a well-behaved and quiet little girl. But even then, I craved discipline.
She didn't have a name, she was just Nanny. She was not cruel, and I always felt she cared about me, even if I was
Nanny had very clear rules for me to follow, and certain consequences if I broke them.
So many times, I remember my mom asking me to do something that Nanny forbade. "Come on, Libby!" Mom would say. "Stay up and watch the late show with me!"
Knowing Nanny would spank me soundly if I broke her bedtime rule, I would decline, and head upstairs.
So, while my schoolmates had imaginary pals who caused all sorts of mischief, I had a Very Strict Imaginary Nanny who spanked me.
That's my "origins of a spanko story"...
When did you first realize this thing about yourself, Dear Reader?
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Libby
To be honest I really do not remember when it all clicked for me. I can tell you that I remember having spanking fantasies when I was in grade school. Now for me that was a long time ago (I am 42) so it is hard to remember the specifics but whenever I heard a story about spanking it really fueled my fantasies. Now this was long before I was sexually aware but other than that I can not really remember. To be specific I had spanking fantasies before I had sexual fantasies. But it was something that until 4 or so years ago that I was really embarrassed about. It was at that point that I discovered Niki Flynn's not-blog and shortly after Adele Haze's blog. After reading their blogs I soon became far less reserved about my "proclivities". I have thanked both of them for that.
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Cheers!
Thank you so much, Gary, for your recollections. I'm very grateful, though it sounds sappy, for the online spanking community. I think it has helped so many of us come to terms with something that we'd previously felt embarrassed about.
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Libby
I agree. The online spanking community is really important in that regard. In a way I am jealous of all of the resources that the "younger folk" have today. I am not saying I would like to do anything over. However, I think my life would be a little different if I had been born 15 or so years later with all of the stuff available online today.
ReplyDeleteLOL...this is cute, Libby. When I was in kindergarten, I had an imaginary, little lady in my closet that I would take out and spank. I'm not sure how I evolved into a submissive spankee from those beginnings, but psychology is strange.
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Pink
Pink, that's fantastic! We were both little spankos!
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Libby
This is wonderful insight, Libby. For myself, I can't ever a time when I was not obsessed with spanking. Even as far back as age 5 or 6 I used to dream about giving spanking when I slept at night. The fascination with it has been a part of my probably since I took my first breath. As I became an adolescent it became troublesome because as much as I wanted to spank I struggled with the notion of "why would a girl let me do that to her?" And then when I actually met one who wanted me to...I just knew I could never go vanilla. :o)
ReplyDeleteThank you, Chief, for your comment. It's wonderful to see you here!
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Libby
I can remember being in 1st grade. I would line all my dolls and stuffed animals up and spank them. I was never spanked when I was that young and at I don't think I'd seen anyone get spanked. Not sure how I even knew about it. I Like Pink said, I'm not sure how it turned into me being submissive, but I'm going with it!!
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Darling C, I love your story. I'm so thrilled to hear all these early spanko stories.
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Libby
Libby - How fantastic! An imaginary spanking nanny... I was not nearly so creative as a spanko child :D I knew it triggered something in me, whenever I saw it in a cartoon or heard it in a story, but I didn't know what...
ReplyDeleteI used to make up fantasy worlds where all the children got spanked, including me -- these turned into orphanages, boarding schools... Charles Dickens and Roald Dahl were both huge influences on my childhood spanking fantasy-worlds :D
Your story is so much better -- I can just imagine the look on someone's face when you say, "My imaginary friend spanked me." :) hehe bravo! :D
Rayne, I love your baby spanko story! So happy that people are chiming in on this one.
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Libby
Hi Libby,
ReplyDeleteMy very first spanking memory goes back to when I was only two years old: I pulled my diapers down and spanked myself on the bare bottom. By the time I was seven, I was a full-blown spanko.
I had spanking fantasies long before I had sexual ones.
I suppose I got my start from my mother who was a closet spanko. She had a bad habit of smacking my bottom every time she hugged me until I was in the first grade.
I guess the thrill of having my bottom touched so often could very well explain my proclivities.
Hi Annapurna, and welcome! Thank you so much for your baby spanko story. I'm loving hearing all these stories.
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Libby
I was spanked as a child, occasionally with more than hand and had my mouth washed out with soap and water (or in my case a glass of 50/50 Fairy Liquid and Water, not as nice as a Buck's Fizz!).
ReplyDeleteI grew up in a predominantly female house and from a very early age, fantasised about a brood of older brothers, none of whom hesitated to spank me!
I love your blog and the pictures that you post are a good reminder of how lucky I am to be in this lifestyle.
ReplyDeleteThanks, dd and brit11 for commenting. Please come back often!
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Libby
(Singing)
ReplyDeleteWhen she was just a little lass, inclined to pull a prank,
Her nanny put her on her knee and gave her butt a spank!
And then one day she learned a word that quite explained her zeal,
the biggest word you ever heard to tell you how it feels!
Oh! Superswatafragilesitspotohitisdelicious!
And you'll sit quite carefully, it tingles and it itches!
Superswatafragilesitspotohitisdelicious!
Superswatafragilesitspotohitisdelicious!
:-D
Wolfie!!!! I'm giggling so hard. That is the best comment ever!
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Libby
Winks, bows low, and his toupee falls off.
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Quite late on, considering that I had been aware of my sexually dominant hard-wiring from a very young age. Spanking had always been an element of my repertoire of course, but it was perhaps not as high on my list of things I enjoyed as removing clothing, bondage and forced pleasure. Then, during a session with a spectacularly beautiful peach of a behind I had a moment of epiphany ...
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Oh Libby!
ReplyDeleteAs long as I can remember I have had feelings and thoughts about spanking. I have always been On the receiving end. Long before puberty. Long as I remember.
Loved this post. Really.
Lunargirl
Thank you LAD and lunargirl, for commenting. I really do love hearing these stories!
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libby
We had a theory in college that you could tell a lot about a child's future sex life by how they played with their Barbies. My one friend didn't have a Ken, so her girl dolls all went out on dates. She grew up to be a lesbian. I stripped my dolls down and did all kind of bondage with them. Didn't even really know why I liked it or what it was all about, but that was my early start in the BDSM lifestyle.
ReplyDeletehi Velvet! Thank you for commenting. Now I'm trying to recall what deviant things I did to my dolls...
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Libby